This year I got married. Not for the first time, not even for the second time. From second upwards is embarassing to talk about numbers so it’s enough to say I do have some experience in getting married. And failing relantionships. I’m convinced now that the piece of paper called marriage certificate or license or whatever each country is calling it is changing me and my partner. But I will not blame the other half for my short commings. Knowing this I still decided to do it this time after 7 years of relationship. After 3 months I can tell you that I do feel better being married. All right I like the jewlery. But also I’m more nagging than I used to be. Is this the curse of the official paper? Does this paper turns people especially me into some selfish monster? It does happen to me and I really appreciate my husband’s patience. My first conclusion is that marriage is not about love but about being able to stick to the other even he/she annoys you. And when you know it’s strong enough you have kids. But this is another story.
I decided to start a blog. Partly because I feel I have something to share and partly because I am curious to see how it works. I am feeling a bit strange because it’s like being a bit of an exhibitionist and this is not something nice, at least in my list of do’s and don’t’s. A few questions go through my mind. What to say? How much should I reveal from my private life? How is this going to affect me personally and professionall? Cause I am convinced that once you become public you can expect all sort of reactions.But I need to try because this is me, a pioneer. Well not really a pioneer for the world since blogging has been around for some time. But deffinetly a pioneer for my antourage. Nobody I know is running a blog. So let’s see how thisy adventure will turn out.